HEY! CHRISTIAN! read me:
Im on tumblr right now because i miss you so much and i never post anything. Im so hypocritical, i always complain about how i dispise tumblr and how your such a hipster for having one, but i really feel like me being on here and me writing this makes me feel closer to you. In a strangle uncanny way. I had alot of fun today with you and its upseting because the more fun i have with you, the more i miss you and the harder it is for me to say goodbye when its time for me to go. I really really REALLY struggled not to cry when i was walking away after i said goodbye tonight. I just wish i could take back what i did so we could have back everything we had. I love you so much christian. And i really hope you see this cuz i really dont know what im doing, im just typing away. Not even thinking, just typing…now i find it difficult to stop typing. There is just so much i want to say to you so many things left to say. So many things that all the time left in the world wouldnt be enough time. Well i guess all i really need to say is that i love you clb, and i always will.
